I Hate My Body

Time for the mid-week update. So I just went to the gym; was on the elliptical machine for about 35 minutes, then rode the stationary bike for about 15 minutes. And then I weighed myself. No change after four weeks of going to the gym at least 3x a week. What the hell is wrong with my body? Why is it so resistant to SHRINK. I honestly hate my body right now. Maybe it's just the PMS bringing on the self-loathing... but I really REALLY hate my body right now. Looking at myself in the mirror makes me very sad...almost to the point of tears.

Um, that's about all that's happened this week. Monday I worked from home because my body was sore from Sunday's rafting adventure, yesterday I just went to the gym and then played volleyball for a bit, and today I've just been working and I just got back from the gym. *sigh What a depressing entry... stupid body.